Baby, I don't wanna spend Christmas alone :(

meet up with shermain today, Home after that , Bored !
I've got no money at all, anybody have got job ( straight-cash ) ?

No matter how much i tell you, You never understand
stop the blame, it's not whose fault that's imp anymore

" i tried, but it doesn't work out "

went to tamp together with baby in the morning
baby went for work, while i decided to walk ard
unfortunately, i doesn't have th mood to shop :[

please baby to go for lunch super early
ate Mac & i went to Wisma to collect my phone
trying to change security code while walking to mrt
and " dadahh " :P U K code !
went back to tamp to get it fixed, bused home aft that

Mummy says :
1. You better finish doing all your things before you go out
     " If not i'm going to cut your allowance"
2. You better stop going to you Boyf house
3. You better don't go out in th middle of th night and return home late at night
4. You better tell me where you go when you go out

slept at baby's place as i don't dare to sleep alone
woke up, went to tamp to look for baby, pizza for lunch :D
baby went back to work and i shop

facial @ jeanyip, fall asleep
& guys, i'm broke again :[

Mummy ask me to bake cake for grandma's birthday
i agreed and ask if she can pay half th amount for ingredient
she replied " Red packer & Dinner you wan pay half with me anot"
and all along, she keep giving me attitude

At times when i feel down, I tried to joke a lil whn i get home
instead of talking to me, she scold me :[
Every single time when i cried, Baby won't be thr for me, no one do
really so stress up, i don't know why i feel unhappy about lil matter

Happy 14 monthsary My Dear !

Paranormal / Rating : ★★★★★

down to Faro to meet baby, went to cathay for movie ticket
watch " Paranormal & 2012 " today, Both movie were nice !

2012 / Rating : ♥♥♥♥♥

didn't know where to go after that, so we let th train "decide"
one side to Vivo, the other back home
so, we saw th train to " Vivo " here, but it was going off le :(
so, back to baby's house, & he cooked me dinner ♥ ! Loves you Baby

Done with work, Spa & Shopping are next !

我会爱你到最后

Baby says that he wanted us to get married and have a baby !
what a special 14th msg :D though i'm Happy !!!

P.s: sorry for th lag of update

Pamper , Care , Love

I wan it all, but you just couldn't give it to me

Off today :) couldn't wake up for sch
wash my hamster's cage before i went out
2 down, 1 left, i hate to wash their cage !
opps ; my darling "poohpooh"

amk to visit grandpa, baby came with me too :)
450 for lunch, shock when i saw qunze

" dhada, this's th chocolate cake! "

back to sk, bake cake @ baby's house
and this is for my MOTHER !!!

Tomas & Friends made by baby's sister
I wanna do it too, but baby say it's troublesome & costy

bus home after that, was so excited, thought mummy would love it
BUT, she just take a look at it for less thn 5sec and conti psp.ing
untill now, she haven't even eaten th cake ! fcuk sad man ! no appreciation
still scold me , urgg ~ it's been like 2 hr, she haven't seen th cake for a sec time

Fcuking angry, I won't do it anymore !!!!!

There're still time when i needed someone to care

you never know what to say when i kept quiet

Baby, I ♥ You

a. hong :)

slept at baby's house, woke up ard 4, prepared and went to town with baby's sis and her boyf :]

Bought this 2 things ytd while having my break, it's really good !
Right : Purifying Body Kit ( $240 ) / Left : Dead Sea Nail Kit ( $120 )

Nail Kit

Buffer

Buffing not only provides an attractive luster but also stimulates blood circulation at the base of th nail which encourages healthy growth.

 
The dark grey strips buff th surface of th nails, removing ridges. Gently draw th strip of the buffer across th nail - in one direction only ; avoiding th nail tips

 
Massage th nail with th light-green pad, using long, energetic, back and forth movements. This stimulate blood circulation under th nail and encourage faster, stronger, healtier growth

To reach an attractive luster, polish each nail, using th super magic white strip until your nails are shiny

  -> after using cotton to clean
although its not really clean but its alot better accept for th black pad

Cuticle Oil

Apply a small amount of th cuticle oil over fingertips and skin. Massage until well absorbed. Daily use will help avoid cracking and dry cutiles. This oil contains Dead Sea minerals and plant extract to nourish and moisturize th skin and nails

Hand & Nail Lotion

This lotion contain Dead Sea minerals and plant extracts. The unique lotion leave th skin cmooth and revitalized. AND i really mean real smooth

Purifying Body kit

Foaming facial scrub

It cleans and moisturises dry skin. Rich in Dead Sea minerals, this product also contains Vitamin C that gives skin a radiant look and Camomile extract that softens and calms th skin.
Comment : The scrub is not like normal scrub. The lil scrub in it is really thin and totally not painful when applied. The smell is really NICE !

Body Butter

It soften and revitalise th skin. This thick cream moistens rough skin and revives its elasticity without clogging pores. Rich in Vitamin A and E.Ideal for treating dry skin, cracked elbows and knees, scars and dermatitis

Energizing salt scrub

( Look at th natural aromatic oil )

& This is my frav, i just couldn't forget how it feels after you rinks your body !

If you're interested,it's available @ centery square, just give  it a try, & its at th first floor outside OP
The main shop is at marina square

" You use to ask, You use to question, You use to care, And you use to love "
But now, you don't !

Baby, it doesn't matter anymore ! your love is diff, that's only what i can see

Loving you too much may be good for you / but Bad for me ?
Baby all th pain ; The tears i cried, The quarrel, The Fights, Your Selfishness,  Your Words
I just wouldn't take it
& whn i know i'll find another one who will appreciate me, understand me one fine day !

Lets talk about today ; I'm ultra dissapointed that you chose to play bball instead of fetching me from work whn we haven't meet for so many days,words coming up my mind are " You don't bother"! You didn't send me any msg, no call, nothing ! & i realise, that I've done too much for you, what's the use of caring so much whn i knew that you don't appreciate it at all ? I plan to fetch you everyd from work, now that i'm working, i really expect you to do this to me, but you don't ! I can excuse you for baking cake with your sis, but not hanging out with your friend, and worst didn't tell me at all ! I told you you've change a thousand times, you said you don't ! Just a question here for you : Which part of you you didn't change? I just couldn't find th ans myself. It's hard to know th thruth, It's hard to accept it even though you're like this all th time, although this few days i may seems fine but i'm totally not, I feel really emotional for nth. I can talk to no one, but you, But you don wanna listen to me.. th only thing you know how to say is " don't think so much " i also know ! What The Fuck , why can't you just speak th right word at th right time?

Hey, yesterday was too tired to blog.. anw, work was fun
first day i was totally lost, i just couldn't stop asking questions :x
colleague were pretty friendly, but i hate to have my break alone :[
it's not very tiring la, but just very busy, and my back & leg hurts :[
and i'm like the Youngest working there..

anw, got a call from daddy, he said that grandpa got heartattack, and is in hospital
i don't know why i didn't intend to go, but i feel really bad today when i wake up la
; anw, he should be alright now aft th operation :]